Napak Tilas marang Laku-q

All is One

Posted by: maribeth on: September 30, 2006

Nice retreet Youth GBI Eben Haezer in Cimacan, Puncak – Bogor. It was August 16th-19th ‘06 ago. We go there with a spirit “United in Christ”… and we’ve got a lot of sense especially about “united” itself. Papa has choosed and made us to be family. So there is no difference. All is one in Christ….

Photo above taken by Christo at Ciismun waterwall, Cimacan – Bogor. Could you find me there???

August 20th 2006

KISS ….

Posted by: maribeth on: September 30, 2006

Firstly, thank u very much to my brother who give me this word. Just simple and nice word….

Yesterday, at the end of Sept’06 I felt it’s a bad day for me. I couldn’t begin that morning with all of my heart because a little mistake have made by my friend. Just about “commitment”.If someone and you make a appointment to go to somewhere at certain time, and he didn’t come without any reason. Automatically you loose the time for waiting him. After that, you decided to go there alone…and what’s you see? Your friend have been there. He came sooner at that place. Now, tell me what’s your respond? disappointed? angry? regret for waiting him ? haha, I believe you have your own reason to respond that…but I’ve done all of them…what a pity of me…

Okay, second. Yesterday we had internet class at laboratory. Based on schedule, it begun at 07.30 am. However, the PJ lab came at 08.30 am and the class begun at 08.45 am. Wow…it is magic. If student late, he got punishment and what do you think if the teacher late? Is there any pusnishment for him? Ah, dont care about that. In fact, 1 hour gone away…useless…

Once more, third. After that we would get PPKn class at other college. So of course, after Internet end we go to the college. Hehe, you could guess we were late for the class. But what a pity…there is no room for us. Our class have clashed with other, so we could’nt get PPKn class yesterday.

Oh My God…it’s all so complete my day…is it the bad day?? Or was it because Sept 30th as PKI days?? haha, I don’t know that it was only unfourtunity.

However…thank u to Papa..I can get a lesson from it. Learn to be wise and patient…hehe.
Thank for nice lunch with Mbak Sulin n Mas Jandry. I spent the time with them in waiting for next class.

Thank to Oka for your late. It’s make me reliaze that, “there is something we should do alone, don’t care anybody. Just go straight and follow your heart.” haha, I dont know this words are just for you or another.

Yeah, it’s the last but the sweetest word. When I share these to my brother, at the end of my sharing, he said KISS…“Keep Its Simple Sayang”. Don’t think and judge yourself with negative one, because Papa has make you beautiful. Get the positive and you’ll find a joy with Him.

Some words again, he said that at Oct 1st ‘06…hehe. Is it fortunately because today is the Sacred of Pancasila Days?? Haha…what do you think??

Cheers,
~bee~

Learning to Live

Posted by: maribeth on: September 26, 2006

I learned that I cannot make someone love me, I can only do something for the one I love.

I learned that it takes years to build trust and only seconds to destroy it.

I learned that people whom I thought were bad are exactly the people who bring enthusiasm back into my life.


I learned that my best friend and I together can accomplish a lot of things and we always have the best of time.

I learned that true friendship keep growing, even though separated miles apart.

I learned that if someone does not show attention as I wish, it does not mean that he/she does not love me.

I learned that no matter how good friends are, they have at one time hurt my feelings and for that I must forgive them.

I learned that I have to learn to forgive myself or be constantly controlled by a guilty feeling.

I learned that no matter how bad a broken heart is, the world will not stop because of my grief.

I learned that I cannot change a friend, but that all depends on themselves.

I learned that environment can affect my character, but I have to take responsibility of my own actions.

I learned that two people can look at the same thing, but see it very differently.

I learned that it’s not important what I have, what is important is who I really am

I learned that nothing is instant or fast-moving in this world, everything require process and growth, except hurt feelings.

I learned that I have to make a choice, to control attitude and emotion or let attitude and emotion control me.

I learned that I have the right to be angry, but it doesn’t mean I have to hate and be cruel.

I learned that sweet words without action are parting moments with someone I love.

I learned that the people I love are often taken away early from my life.

Taken from GOTN Articles

LINK to *.DOC

Posted by: maribeth on: September 24, 2006

Today I learn something new about blogger that is how to make a link between words in blogger with document file especially with *.doc…usually blogger can insert a picture in the same page, but for document like Miscrosoft Word cannot upload in blogger directly. So if we want to addthis file into our blog, we should upload it to other website or our webserver then click hyperlink icon to connect it with our words in blogger.

Okay, firstly thanks a lot to my friend Wahyu, I call him “Jontrex” who show me the way to do it. Let us learn together, I am sure it will be nice knowledge to be known by all of us :

  1. Save your file with *.doc in your computer
  2. If u have local webserver, you can upload it into http://localhost/
  3. If u don’t, just go to free upload manager files such as http://turboupload.com/
  4. You can upload your files there, then you’ll get a link which show the location of your files.
  5. Last, u can go to your blogger editor, make some words and click hyperlink icon to put your link there.
  6. Finished…
That’s all my share about link *.doc to our blogger. If I’ve got mistake…dont be shy to say and give me some correction.

Cheers,

~bee~

THE WAY TO FIND HAPPYNESS & SUCCESSFULL

Posted by: maribeth on: September 24, 2006

Jalan menuju BAHAGIA & SUKSES tidak selalu lurus,

Ada tikungan bernama kegagalan

Ada bundaran bernama kebingungan

Tanjakan bernama teman

Lampu merah bernama musuh

Lampu kuning bernama keluarga.

Engkau akan mengalami ban kempes & pecah,itulah hidup.

Tapi jika engkau membawa ban serep bernama TEKAD,

Mesin bernama KETEKUNAN,

Asuransi bernama IMAN,

Pengemudi bernama YESUS,

sampailah di daerah yg disebut SUKSES & BAHAGIA

have a wonderful life..

Jesus Love U Forever

That’s not a poem…just simple words I’ve got from my brother…

Yeah, there is no way to find our aim except we pass all of path because that’s LIFE. There are so many obstacles, uncertainty and no one’s knows what will happen in front of us. However, sometime I often ask to myself, why is that so? It will be better if we could reach the success and happiness without any difficulties,isn’t? Why fail, confuse and enemy have to be there? Father make me understand why all of the obstacles should be there….so that I can know how the worth of life is and feel His amazing grace in my life. There was one said to me, “You can look how beautiful star light is when the darkness of night comes”

First time I hear these words, I didn’t get the meaning. Of course, we can enjoy the stars at night, there is no doubt about that. It is impossible to find stars at noon ’cause the sun still there. it’s natural isn’t? Have you ever think that our life is the same with this condition? Which one is the same?…let me tell you about my experience…

All of us have known that our life not always in a bright like a day…there is time to be afternoon when the sun will set and night will come to us. At the day, we can do anything by ourselves. So do I, when my life is bright I think to do all by myself, make my dream come true alone. I think, I dont need the others to support or helpme…and as the result I dont care with other people…my concentration life is only for me. Very egoistic people I was. After that, night come to me. It’s very dark. I can’t know what will happen, my sight is limited…I felt blind in that moment. Moreover when I realize no body’s with me… I was very scare to make a step in my life.

In my confusing, I got email from GOTN Ministry. “Surat Cinta“. When I read it, truly I can’t say anything else except SURRENDER to Him. I realize I’ve forgot Him for long time…”be back…I still waiting for you”. Yeah, I have to back home…since that time, I can look beautiful stars in the darkness of my life. Yeah , stars change the sun’s role that is make our way to be bright again. Stars make me understand to always givethanks to Him and know how beautiful life is with Him…

Thank you my lovest…JC

Journey – Angela Zhang

Posted by: maribeth on: September 21, 2006

It’s a long long journey
Till I know where I’m supposed to be
It’s a long long journey
And I don’t know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I’ve spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what’s my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you’ll be standing by my side
It’s a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don’t even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can’t see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It’s a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you…to you

One of “At the Dolphin Bay” soundtrack by Angela Zhang….

Just remind to myself that life is journey…everything will go…together with time I passed till I get my aim that is YOU….so let me do the best in my life for YOU.

Often I dont realize that YOU always by my side…
Think that I can solve everything alone…
However You are very kind and faith…
Always call me, make me back to home..

Actually, what I am looking for so far…

Achive? Wealth? Honor?
is it important when I’ve gone?
Now I know that everything is fleeting…

Just You can make me peace…

Full my heart with joy and save…
Only YOU..JESUS

 

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